Hey!

 To the you 

Who laughs at inside jokes with yourself,

Who feels guilty for being too happy,

Who also feels lows which pull down your entire being;

It's ok...sometimes you lose peace of mind, sometimes a piece of heart or rather a huge chunk...you can't always reason with your feelings and feel right with your reasons...It is what it is. Trust a higher power, share your load with friends & family, and giving yourself time and space.